There’s no reason to be without. You can have it all. But you have to understand yourself, your gifts, your soul before the material gifts come to you. This time with out ties to your identity. With out cost to your soul, your being.
It’s like a flood gate was opened. The tears don’t stop. But even though there is a sadness to it, I am not sad. I just feel the tears need to be set free. Like they have been held back for so long and now they want to be released so I can grow, understand, speak and be heard. God’s gift to us, to remind us that we are heard.